2009

astropixie

2009-03-07T05:31:00.000-08:00

isn't it strange the way somethng can bring so many people together and yet tear so many apart?

not for kids

2009-02-22T20:10:00.000-08:00

give respect when it is due

thursday

2009-02-21T02:49:00.000-08:00

we were supposed to go to the bird park thursday but irfan had a smart idea of skipping and go watch a movie at jurong point instead. unluckily for us, no good movie was on so we went to eat at burger king. the bk fish sucks. rapunzel, rapunzel, let down your pubic hair awaliah is so gross. went to sunshine. nadia rented " don't turn the lights off before 9.56" or something. that movie sucked. watched 1/1.5? movies after that and dad came to fetch. we should do this again. my kindergarten-mates cum rulangnites.

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went to jurong island to see dad's work place. awesome place to steal sweets [not really. they don't have starburst]. kay, parents and brothers are at chevrons for the company's dinner and dance thingy & i'm at home cus i figured going to chevrons would be a real drag. & staying at home typing this and watching episodes of 90210 and desperate housewives season 5 is really proving to be a major bummer. aaaaaaaaaaand if i went i could've got to ogle at that guy. okay shut up. aaaaaaand i'm hoping that he doesn't like me cus as my bestfuck faykidrobot knows, [or not. idk if i told anyone] i have commitment issues and it's really starting to bug me how close we are beginning to get. i hope he doesn't read this.

i feel like a bloody bitch. i need school. i need to clear my mind. i need a hot boyfriend. i need to distance myself. i don't want my tonsils removed.

god, i am a bloody bitch.

yes awaliah, cornetto relieves headaches.

2009-02-17T09:22:00.000-08:00

because i am your bestfuck because i care i won't let this happen to you things have happened and you have made it through this far i as your bestfuck am going to stand by you whatever it takes have hope because we will fight for what we believe in i love you bestfuck be strong

because we were meant to live for so much more bf

never leave

2009-02-17T06:22:00.000-08:00

1. i used to never update my blog
2. i have a nasty temper
3. i am only writing till no. 5 today
4. i need a new laptop
5. i will be getting it soon [prolly a dell inspiron?]
6. [i know i said 5] i may be editing this post

Now I find that I am weaker fare
That I am ashamed of lying
& I know things never feel the way that's right inside
And I am afraid of dying

APOCALYPSE

2009-02-16T05:57:00.000-08:00

1. i love the smell of rain
2. i love the smell of freshly cut grass
3. i am terribly afraid of flying insects
4. i freaking hate cockroaches
5. if i were an animal, i would choose to be an eagle
6. i am sixteen years young
7. i am running my tongue over my teeth for the umpteenth time since typing this post
8. i love red
9. i love to write stories / essays
10. ignorance is bliss, no?
11. bless_______ is damn awesome
12. i don't know where my kambingboy is sleeping
13. i guess he's had so much fun playing with the curtain
14. i watched off centre
15. i watched lord of the flies
16. i think shane mardjuki is damn cute
17. too bad his married and 29
18. when i'm alone i sing scissor sisters' don't feel like dancing
19. it is not my favourite song
20. yes it is annoying
21. for the first time i have a number 21
22. rizzal is retarded
23. woo, that makes it number 22
24. no, it's 23
25. no stupid, its 25

YES, THE POST OLEVEL BREAK IS TOO LONG AND IT'S DRIVING ME NUTS. GOD I NEED SCHOOL. THANKGOD IMMA GO SEE DRAGONFORCE. QWERTY.

WITH LOVE,
DADDY'S FALLING ANGEL [dyana the dragon is gna go see dragonforce. wooooo!]

2009-02-14T22:32:00.000-08:00

1. i hate my leftside neighbour
2. i brush my teeth only in the morning and at night
3. i love zombie chews
4. i think war is an absolutely ridiculous way to defeat your enemy, but the fastest way of wasting money
5. i don't cuddle/carry/like/look at bratty ugly babies who scream and cry just to get their way
6. i was not a bratty ugly baby
7. i was a cute, chubby, noisy little baby with cheecks so heavy,i couldn't lift my head
8. i hate rap
9. i hate tatiana del toro/torro from american idol season 8. stupid irritating laughing bitch
10. i prefer bikini girl even though she's just as talentless as tatiana
11. i hate people who touch my head
12. nadia is so punk rock
13. i go online to chat with fara
14. i go online to chat with bestfuck faykidrobot
15. sexaye s______u (kan suria kan)
16. rizzal = irritating x gazilliontrillionbillion
17. as a kid, i used to watch days of our lives
18. i used to like looking at herizal ellroy osman
19. rizzal = irritating x gazilliontrillionbillion
20. i am daddy's falling angel

1. i hate my leftside neighbour
2. i brush my teeth only in the morning and at night
3. i love zombie chews
4. i think war is an absolutely ridiculous way to defeat your enemy, but the fastest way of wasting money
5. i don't cuddle/carry/like/look at bratty ugly babies who scream and cry just to get their way
6. i was not a bratty ugly baby
7. i was a cute, chubby, noisy little baby with cheecks so heavy,i couldn't lift my head
8. i hate rap
9. i hate tatiana del toro/torro from american idol season 8. stupid irritating laughing bitch
10. i prefer bikini girl even though she's just as talentless as tatiana
11. i hate people who touch my head
12. nadia is so punk rock
13. i go online to chat with fara
14. i go online to chat with bestfuck faykidrobot
15. sexaye s______u (kan suria kan)
16. rizzal = irritating x gazilliontrillionbillion
17. as a kid, i used to watch days of our lives
18. i used to like looking at herizal ellroy osman
19. rizzal = irritating x gazilliontrillionbillion
20. i am daddy's falling angel

this post is so awesome that im posting twice

random

2009-02-13T06:11:00.000-08:00

1. i love yoghurt
2. i love milk
3. i am frank
4. i watch kyle xy
5. i watch 90210
6. i watch desperate housewives
7. i don't like to go online because i don't know what to do online
8. i watch whose line is it anyway everyday
9. i don't care what you think as long as it's about me
10. i don't like fall out boy
11. i love drop dead, ________
12. my cat's farts can kill
13. alot of people say i'm really random [hence the post name]
14. i smosh
15. i am going to be a student at ngee ann polytechnic
16. [edited] iggy pop sucks
17. i have an awesome cousin in junior collage
18. my brothers love to fight
19. i hate people who put bands in their names [like the juliana theory. fuck you juliana (yes, you, syaril's cousin)]
20. fight for what you believe in

with that i shall end my post

with love,
daddy's falling angel

2009-02-11T05:16:00.000-08:00

Rules: Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. If the person who tagged you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : DIYANAH

2. A four Letter Word : DORK

3. A boy’s Name : DANIEL

4. A girl’s Name : DELILAH

5. An occupation : DOCTOR

6. A color : DENIM

7. Something you’ll wear : DIAMONDS

9. A food: DOUGHNUTS

10. Something found in the bathroom: D TOILET BOWL

11. A place : DENVER

12. A reason for being late : DIDN'T KNOW

13. Something you’d shout : DUMBASS

14. A movie title : DEPARTED, THE

15. Something you drink : DWATER

16. A musical group : DROP DEAD, ________

17. An animal : DRAGON [MYTHICAL CREATURE]

18. A street name : DEMPSEY ROAD

19. A type of car : DAIMLER CHRYSLER'S MERCEDES BENZ

20. The title of a song : DANCE, DANCE!

You Communicate Honestly

You don't mince words. You are to the point and all about the facts.

However, you are charming enough to tell people the truth yet still not offend them.

It's likely that you have a hilarious, no holds barred sense of humor. And you sure tell an entertaining story!

You're also quite open. People can ask you anything, and you don't shy away from controversial conversation topics.

What Kind of Communicator Are You?

we were

2009-02-10T19:27:00.000-08:00

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

a beautiful last goodbye

2009-02-04T04:15:00.000-08:00

you. hurt. me. real. bad. you. suck. you. stupid. capoeira doing. soccer playing. dude. that 'grew up as a nonsensical asshole'. who. used. to. complain. about. hippogirl. who texted me everyday for no rhyme or reason. you self proclaimed 'controllable madman with a thirst of violence'. who. stands. at 176cm. and weighs in. at 75kg. screw. you. damn. bad. you. lump. of. dsfghjkhgtfd.

in my mind,
blood drips from your eyes,
a beautiful last goodbye

ridiculously stupid

2009-02-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

This particular article got me really worked up:

Teen plotted rape of 13-year-old girl
Girl, 16, co-opted man on chatline in revenge bid on victim for bad-mouthing her
By Elena Chong, Courts Correspondent

A 16-YEAR-OLD girl was so incensed at having been belittled by a younger girl that she spent time plotting her revenge.

Her plan was to co-opt a man into raping the 13-year-old. But when the appointed day came and the attack did not go as planned, Nor Azura Omar forced the girl to have oral sex with the man - an episode she recorded on her cellphone.

A district court heard yesterday that Azura planned to 'break the virginity' of the girl who had bad-mouthed her. It is not known how long she took to hatch the revenge plan.

On June 28 last year, she called a chatline and arranged for the man - whose identity is unknown - to meet her at a block of flats in Woodlands after having briefed him on his 'role'.

The 13-year-old girl, who was then with her and overheard the phone conversation, was afraid to make a run for it because she feared Azura would beat her up, said Deputy Public Prosecutor Diane Tan.

Later that day, the man turned up at Block 362 Woodlands Avenue 1 and met Azura, her 12- to 15-year-old accomplices and the victim.

The group trooped up to the staircase landing on the fourth floor. There, with everyone looking on, the 13-year-old was ordered to get down on the floor.

Azura then bade the man to rape her, but he was unsuccessful.

Unhappy that the victim's virginity was still intact, Azura forced her to perform oral sex on the man.

The frightened girl complied. She stopped after less than five minutes, after which the man left the scene.

Azura, dissatisfied that her plan had not panned out, slapped and kicked the victim. Her friends joined in, stopping only when they heard footsteps approaching.

Azura next stripped her, and called the police herself to report that the girl - who had escaped from a children's home - was with her.

This was how the assault came to light.

Azura's seven accomplices, four girls and three boys, are being dealt with in Juvenile Court.

The court also heard another matter involving Azura yesterday: A Ms Rashidah Mohamed, 19, filed a police report against her on July 26 last year, alleging that Azura had failed to return her a bag.

The pair had met at a shopping centre as Azura said she wanted to listen to music from Ms Rashidah's mobile phone.

After the pair exchanged bags, Azura said she needed to use the toilet urgently. She fled with Ms Rashidah's bag, which contained two mobile phones worth $428 and some documents.

Yesterday, Azura admitted to five of 11 charges related to these two incidents.

Her lawyer, Mr Noor Mohamed Marican, said his client's parents were in jail for drug offences, so she was 'without a home, without family, without anyone to guide her'. He added that she was contrite and wanted to turn over a new leaf.

But even he conceded that it was hard to understand, how, at Azura's tender age, 'a person could go to such an extent to commit these offences'.

Community Court judge May Mesenas postponed sentencing to Feb 20, pending a reformative training report and a psychological assessment on Azura's risk of re-offending.

First thing first,
I am of Javanese, Indian, Chinese, Dutch descent so there is absolutely no way that my post is racist. So shut up and read.

As Malays, is this the best that we can do? A stupid petty thing like belittling a person can get someone so worked up? What, haven't you got better things to worry about? Like your studies, your future? Having parents as drug addicts doesn't give you the right to act so screwed up, you know. These kind of things [bitching, gossiping, whatever you call it] occurs as often as Bush farts so what's the big deal? It is always us, Malays, caught in the vicious cycle of poverty, and everything else negative. When are we going to finally break out of this? Earning just enough live day to day is not feasible with the high cost of living in Singapore. Anyway, what satisfaction does it give you to take an innocent THIRTEEN YEAR OLD girl's virginity away? Isn't that goddamnbloodyf***ingstupid? WHAT DO YOU GET OUT OF IT? And it was damnbloodyf***ing unjust for those people to have ganged up and beat the girl. How can a puny THIRTEENYEAROLD STAND UP TO A BUNCH OF SIXTEENYEAROLDS? Being sixteen, how can anyone be so stupid as to carry out a goddamnbloodyf***ing low job? Your minds should be more mature, more rational and yet you're doing this. GO GET ****** IN PRISON OR CHANGE FOR THE BETTER. SINGAPORE DOESN'T NEED PEOPLE LIKE YOU, REALLY.

ADAKAH INI YANG TERBAIK YANG BOLEH DIHARAPKAN OLEH MASYARAKAT MELAYU KITA? Memang ia tidak boleh dinafikan bahawa ada yang berjaya dan ia membuat diri saya bangga. Tetapi perkara sebegini yang berlaku membuat saya malu.

Okay my Malay is so @#$%^&**%^%#%#%$^% but that's besides the point. No matter what your race is, what this girl did was damnbloodyf***ing low and only uncivilised barbarians would do what she did. It doesn't prove how powerful you are or how influential a person you can be. Nobody gives a shit about a sixteen year old trying to prove herself/himself la. Just get your O level Cert then get a diploma then get a degree la. Then get a successful career then get married then tunjok terror ah. lame bodoh. mpk x 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

2009-01-30T06:16:00.000-08:00

this is what bored people do in their spare time

Your Hands Say That You Are Intuitive

You are artistic, intuitive, and inspired. You have good people skills.

Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be well though out. You're willing to wait out a bad situation, and you're never too quick to act.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

You Are 86% Misanthropic

You are misanthropic to the point of being scary. In your view, people are a disease.

You may want to lighten up a little - before you become a super villain!

How Misanthropic Are You?

You Are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.

Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.

Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.

Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

yes i am that bored

You Are 69% Bitchy

While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood.

And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong!

How Bitchy Are You?

i thought i was way bitchier *raises eyebrows*

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP)

Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense.

Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men

You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

rare kepantat.

Your Quirk Factor: 61%

You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal.

No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average."

How Quirky Are You?

ye la tu.

You Are Destined to Rule the World

You have the makings of a very evil dictator...

Which is both kind of cool and kind of scary!

Will you rule the world? Maybe. Maybe not.

But at least you know that you could.

Are You Destined For World Domination?

HAIL DESTROYERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.

You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.

An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.

Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstrations help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

none of the i want to be

Your Russian Name Is: Laryssa Nadya Morozov

Da!

What's Your Russian Name?

What Would Your Name Be If You Were Slightly Different? - http://tinyurl.com/2wevee - If You Were Slightly Different, Your Name Would Be: Dysis #blogthings

might as well disease kan-.-

with eyes wide shut

2009-01-28T06:24:00.000-08:00

this have finally fallen into place and i miss certain people damn bad. can't wait to go out with my bestfuck faykidrobot cus it's been a while. we go eat at chemistry yukkkkk.
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& [GODKNOWSWHAT] AH THAT NAKKS[ITS AN ANAGRAM] GOT THE DSLR BEFORE ME WHEN 12MONTHS AGO SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IT WAS TILL I TOLD HER. LIKE FTW IS THAT? YOU AREN'T FAMILY $#@*^%$@#%^&.
__________

& HELP
i can't write my self-proclaimed awesome stories anymore. i need help. give me titles people!!!

love,
rauf hadri(:

2009-01-26T03:57:00.000-08:00

hail hitler

2009-01-25T05:21:00.000-08:00

FUCK YOU ISRAELIS
FUCKING HEARTLESS INHUMANE PIGS WITH SHIT FOR BRAINS
FUCK YOU

2009-01-23T09:07:00.000-08:00

i miss putra
i miss lee
i miss everything
i miss that sense of familiarity

into the arms of sorrow

2009-01-05T07:21:00.000-08:00

Imprisoned inside this mind
Hiding behind the empty smiles
So simple
The anguish
As it haunts me
Crawling back into the dark

Running, always running, into the distance
Stop me before I bleed, again
The echoes of my voice
Follow me down
The shadows I cast
Follow me down

Deeper I'm falling
Into the arms of sorrow
Blindly descending
Into the arms of sorrow

There must be serenity

The echoes of my voice
Follow me down
The shadows I cast
Follow me down

Deeper I'm falling
Into the arms of sorrow
Blindly descending
Into the arms of sorrow

The demon of my own design
This horror must not remain

There must be serenity
There must be deliverance
Deeper I'm falling
Blindly descending